In Matthew 10:16, it says "I am sending you out like sheep among wolves. Therefore be as shrewd as snakes and as innocent as doves."
That verse has taken on a more personal meaning as Leon goes out into the streets to better understand and better help people of all different backgrounds. As I mentioned in the last post, there are people who are trying to make an example out of Leon and to intimidate him so that they can bully their way through life. Leon, being true to himself, has learned that he doesn't have to bully and intimidate, but that he does have to be on his guard and not shy away from conflict, or else he will be overtaken.
Leon is a very discerning man--meaning he can read people better than any person I have ever personally known. He reads energy, spirits, demeanor, language, and all sorts of characteristics that people exhibit in everyday life and conversation, and he is able to utilize that to help understand how to best relate to them and communicate with them. Chances are, if you come up to Leon with a motive or an agenda, he can sniff it out immediately, and act accordingly. This trait is very useful in everyday life, especially in ministry, but it is proving to be vital to life on the streets.
It is a delicate balance that Leon is walking, and it literally is like being a sheep among wolves. Some of the people out here on the streets know who Leon is...the pastor from Southlake who is being homeless for November. Others only see him as another homeless man on the streets of Dallas. Leon has actually shared with some homeless people what he is doing, and why. And others, he maintains his 'homeless persona' and stays concealed as best he can. Who to tell and who to not tell, comes down to his own personal "read" on people...his shrewdness.
The first week he was out here on the streets, he went to a very well-respected church in Dallas that actually busses homeless people to their services, gives them a shower, shave, new set of clothes, and a whole lot of love! An incredible church, and one I will write more about in a later post. The homeless gather at a downtown location and a bus picks them up, takes them to a special wing of the church, dedicated to their homeless ministry, where they will get to clean up, and have breakfast before going into the service. Now keep in mind, Leon has not told anyone his identity at this point, nor does he want to yet. Individually, Leon can read people quite well, so he can determine whether they can handle the truth or not. But in large groups it is a pretty sure bet that at least one person will take issue with what he is doing for one reason or another. So therefore, in confined spaces such as a shelter, or bus-load of people, it is best for Leon to keep concealed who he is and what he is doing.
He has also found that the non-addicts, and mentally-sound homeless (which unfortunately form the minority of all homeless on the streets) are able to hear and accept what he is doing with open hearts and accepting spirits. However, the addicts and the mentally-disabled people on the streets, otherwise known as the "chronic homeless," are not capable of understanding what is going on, and only see him as an impostor. In this one instance in the care of this incredible church, one such "chronic homeless" man spotted Leon immediately, and set out to expose him.
This man, saw Leon for the first time while the two of them were waiting to get showered and ready for church. He began speaking erratically, pacing feverishly back and forth, scratching and clawing at himself, and basically had the demeanor of a demonic spirit. When he saw Leon, he immediately said, "I know who you are!" Leon looked at him and just looked away, trying not to engage him in conversation because he could see this would not go well. The man continued, and said to Leon, "I know who you are! You're a fake. You're a phony. You aren't real. You are an impostor."
With it just being the two of them outside the room, Leon just said nothing, and walked inside to get ready for church, but a little freaked out at the thought that someone would say those words that mean-spiritedly, so he knew he needed to be careful.
After showering and getting ready for service, everyone got back together in one room before heading to service. The man spotted Leon again, and started up his old pattern of behavior...scratching, pacing back and forth, and trying to speak. Leon knew this couldn't be good, when everyone is in one room, and this guy is going to try and expose him and make him out to look like a bad guy.
Then, the man began to speak in a voice that everyone could hear. He pointed to Leon and said, "I know him....... He is a ffffff....ffffff....ffffaaaaa......" and he literally couldn't finish his sentence. He tried again, and the same thing happened, and again, until everyone who was paying attention to him just shrugged their shoulders and went on about their business. Leon, however, knew there was something else going on here.
In Mark chapter 1, there was an instance where Jesus was going into a new town, preaching and teaching. His time had not yet come to be killed and resurrected, and therefore, he just wanted to go in (as sheep among wolves), teach people a new way of living, and move on to the next town. All of a sudden, a man who was possessed by an evil spirit spotted Jesus and said, "I know who you are. You are the Holy one of God."
That verse immediately came into my mind when Leon told me this story, and interestingly enough, the man in Leon's story used the exact same wording that is written in this verse. There are always evil spirits out there, who, when confronted with love and goodness will look for ways to make a mockery out of that. And in this very simple, yet poignant story that Leon told, (along with a Bible verse given to me by a good friend), I am reminded that "The Lord will fight for you. You need only to be still," (Exodus 14:14).
So Leon is out there on the streets, trying to stay anonymous, but revealing his identity to a select few who will accept it....must like Jesus did on the streets thousands of years ago. And the Lord is out there, fighting for him too, keeping him safe, just as He is doing for all of us, right now, today. And always.
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